"You may for a time have to suffer the distress of many trials but this is so that your faith, which is more precious than the passing splendor of fire tried gold, may by its genuineness lead to praise, glory, and honor when Jesus Christ appears." 1 Peter 1:6-9
This passage from 1Peter has allowed me to find peace amidst the struggles and sufferings of today. We have so much joy in our family and truly desire to understand the gifts and grace of God. We face the concern of Claire's upcoming surgery, and as we wait we prayerfully beseech God that it happens in a timely manner. She is scheduled to have surgery on February 16th. Claire continues to hope that it will will be moved to an earlier date given her pain and the problems she faces with sores on her back, feet and legs. And, although the surgery will be extensive and painful we continue to hope and pray for healing and recovery. We are thankful for all those who continue to pray for Claire and our family.
Also, this week after the miscarriage I had to undergo a DNC. The experience was truly surreal given that I have had the blessing of delivering 10 children. I love being pregnant. The experience of giving birth to a child is so wonderful. I have felt the excitement and trepidation of preparing for delivery but enduring it all in order to bring home a precious infant. Our experience going into the surgery center to see my OBGYN, who has delivered the last six of my children, contained the same trepidation with no excitement and only loss when a child left me.
I thank God for the grace and understanding we have come to know. This suffering we endure will enable us to more deeply appreciate His gifts and grace. The day of the surgery I read the meditation for the day from the Magnificat. These words were a gift from God and truly beneficial and I want to share them with you.
"Without sorrow one might perhaps be happy, but one would not be aware of it. What would such happiness amount to? It does not suffice to endure suffering in order to acquire experience This demands reflection about oneself and the essential conditions of life. With still greater reason, the utilization of experience is not thus acquired; it requires the tranquilizing of the soul in God; it takes love, without which suffering embitters and confuses the soul instead of enlightening it. Suffering is an extreme remedy which either cures the evil of makes it worse, which strengthens or kills. Both the physicians' prescription and His attendance are necessary. 'Unhappy is he,' says St. Bernard, 'who carries the cross of Jesus but who is not with Jesus....' We console a person by sympathizing with his grief; but especially by showing him its beauty."
(Fr. Sertillanges - 1948) I am thankful to God for showing me the beauty, and His patience with me as I learn. I have much to learn.
Our Lady of Good Counsel, pray for us.
Murray Clan 13!!
Good Bye 2010... Hello 2011!! (This post is a long one)
Happy New Year!!! It is hard to believe that 2010 is over. What a year it has been for the Murray Clan. We have all see John Mary grow so much in a year. He just celebrated his 1st birthday, he is walking and talking and a busy little boy. He is a joy to be around and we are so glad he is a new part of the family.
Fulton is almost 4 yrs. old and and after going through the terrible two's he has developed the most gentle disposition and the mildest temperament. He can be appreciated most for his personality and "cuteness." Michael is a Kindergartner and he works hard to learn his letters and numbers and keep up with his older brother Stephen who has improved dramatically in math, reading and communication skills. Stephen is in second grade and is now borrowing and and subtracting in math and he continues to amaze the family with his intelligence and wit. Joseph is doing well in school and has advanced a belt in American Shaolin Kenpo. His older brother Thomas has also advanced in their recent belt testing, as well as Kieran who may have skipped a belt according to his score on his belt test. Kieran is also working hard at graduating from eighth grade, his studies and boy scouts keep him and his parents busy.
Claire has had many blessings in health over the last year. She has gained weight and had the broviak removed last September because of her success. She has also not had surgery since the summer and continues to work hard in physical and occupational therapy. Sheila is in her last year of High School and is working on receiving her driver's license by her 18th birthday. She is also applying for colleges in pursuit of a nursing career. Yet, she is still praying and discerning what the will of God is and her vocation. Lastly, Matthew entered the seminary for the Diocese of Oakland. He is very much enjoying this stage of his life and wants to be challenged and encouraged to serve our Lord fully. Joe has been with his new job, at Wells Fargo bank, for a year now. He enjoys his job, and he appreciates the leadership of his boss who has been wonderful to him. He looks forward to working there in the year and remaining open to the will of God.
We have been so blessed in the 2010 year, thanks to the prayers and support of so many friends and family. We have had our sufferings and we continue to implore our Lord and His mother for guidance and strength. We continue to wait for the surgery date for Claire to correct her spine. She remains in pain, and hopes and prays that this surgery will be her last and most effective.
We were expecting the Murray Clan 12 to change to 13 in July of 2011, with a pregnancy I discovered in October of 2010. Yet, within the last week, sadly, I had a miscarriage. This is the second occasion I have lost a child in pregnancy and it is very difficult. But, a very wise woman reminded me that God's plan is much better than my plan. I just pray that I may follow His plan and follow His will for me and the family.
Finally, on this Feast of the Mother of God I have had time to reflect on the past year, the blessings and graces of God, and the love of the Blessed Mother for our family because of Christ her son. Today, the Gospel reading is especially beautiful and important as we ponder the words "he was named Jesus, the name given him by the angel before he was conceived in the womb." It was Mary's "yes" to God that enabled her to become the mother of God, and our mother. We are thankful to her and God for her "yes" Do we also say "yes" to God in everything He asks of us whether it be in our blessings or in our sufferings. Do we say yes in serving Him and enabling others to see the light of Christ in our actions and deeds.
May 2011 be year of prosperity and blessings. But, most importantly, may it be a year of coming to know and serve our Lord more deeply and doing His will in our "yes."
In Praise of the Divine Motherhood (by poet Caelius Sedulius)
Now, from the rising of the sun
Unto the very ends of earth,
let us sing praise to Christ our Head,
Born of the Virgin Mary
The blessed maker of the world
Put on the body of a slave
Lest, setting free the flesh by flesh,
He let be lost what he had made
The grace of heaven enters in
The closed-up Mother's inmost parts.
The maiden's womb bears
A mystery unknown to her
The dwelling of a modest heart
Suddenly becomes God's temple;
Untouched, not knowing man,
She spoke, a word and made a Son.
In childbirth, she gave birth to him
Whom Gabriel had foretold
Whom John recognized,
While still his Mother's womb enclosed him.
He endured lying in the manger,
He did not spurn the crib.
He fed upon a little milk;
Through him not even birds lack food.
God Bless you and Holy New Year!!!
Fulton is almost 4 yrs. old and and after going through the terrible two's he has developed the most gentle disposition and the mildest temperament. He can be appreciated most for his personality and "cuteness." Michael is a Kindergartner and he works hard to learn his letters and numbers and keep up with his older brother Stephen who has improved dramatically in math, reading and communication skills. Stephen is in second grade and is now borrowing and and subtracting in math and he continues to amaze the family with his intelligence and wit. Joseph is doing well in school and has advanced a belt in American Shaolin Kenpo. His older brother Thomas has also advanced in their recent belt testing, as well as Kieran who may have skipped a belt according to his score on his belt test. Kieran is also working hard at graduating from eighth grade, his studies and boy scouts keep him and his parents busy.
Claire has had many blessings in health over the last year. She has gained weight and had the broviak removed last September because of her success. She has also not had surgery since the summer and continues to work hard in physical and occupational therapy. Sheila is in her last year of High School and is working on receiving her driver's license by her 18th birthday. She is also applying for colleges in pursuit of a nursing career. Yet, she is still praying and discerning what the will of God is and her vocation. Lastly, Matthew entered the seminary for the Diocese of Oakland. He is very much enjoying this stage of his life and wants to be challenged and encouraged to serve our Lord fully. Joe has been with his new job, at Wells Fargo bank, for a year now. He enjoys his job, and he appreciates the leadership of his boss who has been wonderful to him. He looks forward to working there in the year and remaining open to the will of God.
We have been so blessed in the 2010 year, thanks to the prayers and support of so many friends and family. We have had our sufferings and we continue to implore our Lord and His mother for guidance and strength. We continue to wait for the surgery date for Claire to correct her spine. She remains in pain, and hopes and prays that this surgery will be her last and most effective.
We were expecting the Murray Clan 12 to change to 13 in July of 2011, with a pregnancy I discovered in October of 2010. Yet, within the last week, sadly, I had a miscarriage. This is the second occasion I have lost a child in pregnancy and it is very difficult. But, a very wise woman reminded me that God's plan is much better than my plan. I just pray that I may follow His plan and follow His will for me and the family.
Finally, on this Feast of the Mother of God I have had time to reflect on the past year, the blessings and graces of God, and the love of the Blessed Mother for our family because of Christ her son. Today, the Gospel reading is especially beautiful and important as we ponder the words "he was named Jesus, the name given him by the angel before he was conceived in the womb." It was Mary's "yes" to God that enabled her to become the mother of God, and our mother. We are thankful to her and God for her "yes" Do we also say "yes" to God in everything He asks of us whether it be in our blessings or in our sufferings. Do we say yes in serving Him and enabling others to see the light of Christ in our actions and deeds.
May 2011 be year of prosperity and blessings. But, most importantly, may it be a year of coming to know and serve our Lord more deeply and doing His will in our "yes."
In Praise of the Divine Motherhood (by poet Caelius Sedulius)
Now, from the rising of the sun
Unto the very ends of earth,
let us sing praise to Christ our Head,
Born of the Virgin Mary
The blessed maker of the world
Put on the body of a slave
Lest, setting free the flesh by flesh,
He let be lost what he had made
The grace of heaven enters in
The closed-up Mother's inmost parts.
The maiden's womb bears
A mystery unknown to her
The dwelling of a modest heart
Suddenly becomes God's temple;
Untouched, not knowing man,
She spoke, a word and made a Son.
In childbirth, she gave birth to him
Whom Gabriel had foretold
Whom John recognized,
While still his Mother's womb enclosed him.
He endured lying in the manger,
He did not spurn the crib.
He fed upon a little milk;
Through him not even birds lack food.
God Bless you and Holy New Year!!!
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